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Heres some poems enjoy.

"Before"

I was already in love before,
I already had that touch,
When it meant so much,
I already felt that pain,
When I lost all I had and gained,
Do I really wan't to go back,
To go back to my first love,
Its just not the same,
I fell in love again since then,
Do I want to give him up,
For my old love,
For its soul forgotten,
All my life I have begotten,
For one descion that could change my whole world,
Or burn it,
Will I make the wrong one and wonder all my life,
How I let it go,
Time only knows,
But I hope not to let the true one go.

"Never thought you'd mean so much to me"

Never thought youd mean so much to me,
The first day we met,
Just thought of you as a new friend,
Not to long from then ,
A couple mounths or so,
Everytime we talked I never wanted to go,
Never thought that id stay up half the night,
Wondering about you,
And in my sleep dreaming of you,,
Never thought I would cry ,
Just because I wondered if you could ever like me,
Its so hard to explain,
Cuz maybbe you could never feel the same,
I've never seen you in person,
But I've fell in love with your words,
Just the way you say things to try to help me,
You can imjange how much that means to me,
One poet once said if had the money to buy you,
Roses everytime I thought of you,
The world would be showered in roses,
And thats the way I feel,
But it must seem strange to you,
But there i said i cant hold it in no more,
To long to endure,
I really do like you,
I'm not gonna say love you unless as friends till im really sure,
This really scares me that im telling you this ,
One time I did this to a guy i liked i wrote him a letter,
And he laughed in my face,
But Im willing if I half to to go thru another disgrace,
Just to tell you how I feel,
And to me its is really real,
But to you it could be diffrent ,
But no matter what I want you to know i will always be your friend.

"How can I smile?"

How can I smile?
When inside all I can do is frown,
How can I laugh,
When all of me is crying,
How can I say Congrads,
When I want you to stay,
How can I say to you,
I hope you'lls love will last,
When all of me wishes it was our love,
How can I go on preatending you don't mean that much to me,
When I need you,
I don't know how I just do,
I love you so much,
My heart aches to let you know,
But I can't ever tell you,
For a little affect my words may have,
Theres a chance it could ruin something special,
And hard as it is to do this,
I'm letting you go,
Fly my love you will soon forget about me,
You may never know the love I had for you,
But I think somewhere deep inside your heart you know I do,
If you see a rose flying in the wind catch it,
Its from a friend who never wanted her love to end,
But she had to let you go.

"Foolish Really"

I stared at the long blade point,
The one I used to save myself many of times,
Killed many of souls that I was paid to kill,
From people who were to scared to do it,
To others who thought it was a waste of time,
It wasn't really for the money,
But for the love of the Katana in my hands,
For the honor I was respected and feared,
Friends And foes alike,
But I really was just a loner,
I didnt care about others,
I depended only on me and my sword,
I lived in the shadows,
Straying from the light,
You never knew I was coming untill it was too late,
Really I was too good for my own good,
It was finnally another night,
Time to take another life,
I stood there watching this foe,
It was so easy to get,
I wouldnt even work up a sweat,
I jumped down from my perch,
I drew my blade and was about to end their day,
When they spoke wait I know you came to kill me,
But give yourself this plea,
What have you ganied in your killing?
I answered Honor,
They replied foolish really,
After your dead your honor will amount to nothing,
Your so called friends or enemies will surely erase your memory,
You'll be nouthing but dust to the earth,
Don't you want more?
To help people without anything to gain,
To ask for forgiveness and lift your burden of your soul,
To ask God and eccept him go to heaven instead of hell?
I laughed.Really why help people there just as useless as little ants on the ground,
How do you even know theres a heaven?
Your crazy just trying to save your own life,
He repeated Again Foolish really,
I was only trying to save you,
I told him turn around so I may kill you,
They did I didnt even think till it was too late,
I took one swift strike,
And they feel to the ground,
I kneeled down to see who I had slain,
I looked close in the face they looked so familer,
And then I screamed,
The face, the body was my own,
Dead on the pavament,
And their my last words were foolish really to think honor will amount to anything,
I cried for only for a moment then I was dead,
No remorse for souls I taken,
Not a friend,
Not a thing I ever did not out of selfisness,
And now my judgement came I was going to hell I knew,
I wish I could go back correct my wrongs,
Help others and be in heaven,
But its already too late for second chances Im dead,
I didnt even listen to myself,
I thought honor was everything,
Foolish really.